Boys speak in rhythm and girls in code.

First and foremost, I would like to congratulate my brother, Brian, for graduating today. The only Miller man to do it. Congratulations!!!!



I was reading some comments on pictures on Anberlin's Myspace... Someone got "Repair" on one arm and "Dismantle" on the other. This represents the song, "Dismantle.Repair" by Anberlin. Some other dude posts this quote from the bible: "Never cut your bodies in mourning for the dead or mark your skin with tattoos, for I am the LORD."... SHUT THE FUCK UP! I have said this MANY times before.... The bible was written thousands of years ago.. NEVER knowing the way we would live today. I do not believe in religion. If you know me, you know this. I believe the bible is a guideline for life that people take WAY TOO FUCKING LITERAL! ANYWAY! It got me thinking.. My favorite band of ALL time is Anberlin. Everything about them is absolutely AMAZING in my opinion. They are considered a "Christian" band, and everyone usually takes their lyrics into literal context. What about those of us who do not believe in a god or whatnot and love the music for what it is and the lyrics for Stephen's amazing words. Stop this fucking shit. Stop using quotes from a book to try and make us feel shitty! It annoys the shit out of me. Religion tears this world apart. It is horrible. I have no beliefs, but I have morals. Why can't we just live on that. Enjoy what life has to offer. Not what some fucking book promises. You live your own life. Don't thank a higher power for your success. Thank yourself for have the strength to make it. This post is all over the place. Whatever. Just fucking leave you religious comments to your fucking self. Anyone. Shut the fuck up.


-Mike

People = Shit + Strega

Another post? Within like an hour?! Wooop! I was talking to my friend Bill Aftermath and some things were brought up that made me think about friends. I fucking have 2-3 of them. WTF?! My biggest problem is I complain. But who doesn't? I try to help out a lot, give what I can, etc etc etc. But some how, I have 'friends' who never talk to me anymore because they have stumbled upon a new slew of friends, as if I was the bridge in a song.. Only there to tie to events together only to be forgotten 3 seconds later. What the hell?! I don't think I would be so goddamn negative if I had positive reinforcement from friends! It fucking blows anymore. I seriously only hear from my 'friends' when they need something. Never to hang out. Yeah, I am usually busy on the rare days I get a call, but who's fault is that?! Fucking contact me once and a blue moon and you'll learn my schedule. There is one friend I have who I call, and he calls, on a semi regular basis, just to say, "Hey, I farted and the smell reminded me of you." That is all I need. At least someone fucking cares. What am I doing so goddamn wrong?! Am I too fat? I know I am negative but only because people lead me to it. Treat me like a damn human and not an afterthought. Fuck.



-Mike

"I never knew myself until I ripped off my disguise."

I would suggest everyone read the heading for this post and think.

I am so fucking tired of this 'emaciated' trend. Why is it so fucking cool to be so thin that you lack any muscle mass? I am not saying this because I myself, am overweight. I know damn well I could afford to lose some weight, but people are taking this shit too fucking far. What are they trying to prove? That they can follow a trend and not be there own fucking self? Seriously? How about do what is cool for you! Not because some fucking band does it, or cause some fucking celebrity decided to be 'cool'. How about this, FUCK YOU to anyone who follows a fucking trend. Unfortunately, this pertains to a few 'close' friends of mine. Way to conform, assholes. We are given so many opportunities to enjoy life and immediately become jaded. Something is not good enough, or up to your standards. Newsflash: appreciate what you can afford or can accomplish you fucking tool. People fucking starve and would love to be fat and have the cheap shit from a dollar store or drink the cheapest beers. Even music is becoming a washed up form of expression. What used to be a 'personal' thing, is now all about being a fucking vegan, or wearing a pair of pants tight enough to choke a skeleton. Give me a fucking break. I have tried out for bands only to be denied because of my looks and weight despite the fact I can play pretty well. Fuck society and everything it offers. I am my own person. Anyone who knows me knows for damn sure I don't follow stupid trends. I am so fucking disgusted with people anymore. Fuck off.


PS. My style of writing is one of a mixed emotion. I jump from thing to thing etc etc. This whole rant is about people being so absolutely fake. I hate it. I am sick of it. It will never end. It sucks. Goodday.


-Mike