So I never really have been able to keep a journal, blog, notebook, anything for more than 2 days, so here I am, trying again. The last 2 months or so have been, complete shit to say the least. Of course I have had some good times, but mostly, depressive, anxious, and boring. I lost my Dad Sept 22nd, I've been having like a complete mental breakdown cause I swear I am sick of something new EVERY day, I don't have any money, Jen is a bajillion miles away, and I do not have a drink within reach right now. Jen has been keeping me as sane as I can possibly be, and I thank her for EVERYTHING!

I have never been good at picking a spot to start a new paragraph. This looks good. So on a slightly happier note, my band, North Farewell is releasing our debut EP Oct 24th. It should be a good time. I am just pissed cause my Dad is not here to see it. I play music because of him. He would have been proud. He always was. I always teared up badly when he would tell me he was proud of what I have done playing music. Jen has been very supportive about the band. She has been there, taking pictures, putting up with my crap, and just being an awesome girlfriend. I have goten lucky with this band. My family supports me, my band mates are not giant douches(most of the time :D), and we seem to be progressing well. As long as I do not end up in the hospital from one of my self diagnostics, things should be awesome.

On another note, I have been jobless for a while. Not by choice. There must be this huge epicenter for jobs, and there is a billboard with my face and name on it with, "DO NOT HIRE!", REALLLLLY big on it. I have applied for so many jobs, and I am forced to go back to KFC. Luckily it is with Rick. He is fun to work with, considering he has been my friend for like, 8 years. Money is money no matter how you make it. People who think I am a loser for working in a dump like KFC can seriously go fuck themselves. My money is the same as yours.

Am I doing these paragraph transitions right? I dunno. So the past 10 months have been great thanks to Jen. Aside from the obvious things that bring me down. She has always been there for me. I have no clue how or why she puts up with me. Maybe my mom pays her well. Who knows. Sunday we are going to an orchard with her Dad, which I am really excited for. Perhaps carve some pumpkins? Drink some fresh ass cider? I am sure somethign great will happen. Then Friday we have my band's CD release show. Then Saturday, Chris and I are taking out our ladies for a day of fun. More like 2-3 things, but they are fun. Then that night, HALLOWEEN PARTY! Helllllll yeah. Should be a good time. I need the release.

I think my update of the past few months has been sufficient. I could have gone for ages, but unfortueatly, I lack the quirky, almost pointless ways of telling things, so it just gets boring. I just tend to use commas a lot.



-Mike